Here’s what I did: I talked to my husband, but only him at first. (He talked me down from the wall.) I did talk to one other friend a couple of days later, and she was so great about helping me keep fact from fiction.

Most importantly, I read Scripture, prayed, and journaled. I prayed that God would give me new insights about myself in his Word. And he DID! I saw something about myself that I had not seen before. I saw some patterns in my life.

I can honestly say I’m at peace about this now. Really.

I did also have a dance fest with my kids last weekend in the living room. We had just downloaded our favorite ‘Seeds’ songs. That was probably the random ingredient that shook everything into place!